I Will Not Love You Back

Natuwa ako ng sabihin mo na mahal mo ako. Why not? You are one lovable person. Plastic ako kung sasabihin ko na I don’t find you attractive.

You’re kind and I know that you’re a good person despite that tough guy image you like to project.

But the thing is, I can’t love you back. I care about you but not enough to get involve with you romantically. I love you but not with that same intensity and level you want me to.

Listen, I value you so much that I will not love you back.

Believe me, it’s for your own good….

A Day & 30

A day after my birthday, nothing much changed. I don't feel old or anything.

Know what? It doesn't matter how old one gets. What is important is ENJOYING LIFE... and I intend to do just that!

30

It's official, I'm 30! 30 years old! Yeah, today!

It's my birthday. = (

Why the = ( ? Well, for one, I am a year older.

Reason number 2: I don't have....

waahhh...

For The Last Time

Tomorrow.

I always look for that special promise of tomorrow, the dawn of the new day.

Tonight, I feel kinda excited yet dreading seeing the first light of tomorrow. Something unevitable will happen. Though, I know I have no power over it. I want to cherish this last few hours of my 29 years. Yes, I'll be 30 tomorrow. And I'm in a kinda twisted sense of life.

Allow me to say this for the last time. I'm 29 years old....

Text Message

“Alam ko, u made up ur mind bout me. Cguro mali ko 2 hav felt this way pero hayaan mong sbihin ko 4 d 1st and last tym: MAHAL KITA ___________.”

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I got this message from that special guy after I enumerated a number of reasons why I cannot enter into a romantic relationship with him. He was kinda thinking that I don't like him personally, but I do! The thing is....

To Be Loved

I’m writing this down with a smile on my face.

ANG HABA NG HAIR KO!!! Haahahaha….

Well, I got a declaration of love at 7am this morning.

I can’t put into words how I felt at that moment. I suddenly felt I had my hair dyed green and everyone just loved it.

I haven’t felt so kilig for so long a time. * sigh *

What a way to start a day, huh.

Hurting???

Hmmm... ever wonder how I am feeling right now?

Suddenly, I am inside this vacuum. I just don't feel anything. It's like I'm just here trying to stay alive.

And, I don't even know why.