My So-called Life

Thoughts of a thirtyish with a mind and outlook of a teener.

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Location: Marikina City, Philippines

I am an angel and the devil, all at the same time. Because of that there's a raging battle inside of me. But I could only have one worst enemy - MYSELF.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Hmmm... Blah, blah, blah...

Don't you find it funny when the people whom you thought knows you the most turn out to be the very same people who will snag you during your downest - rock bottom - stage of your life.

I know what exactly you are going to say... That at least I get to know who they really are. But that is not the whole point, I mean how can I have trusted these bunch of unfeeling people?

Does it mean that the world is full of selfish people? I want answers and I want it now.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

From Now On

From now on, I will stand on my own two feet.I shall not depend my happiness on a circumstance, a thing or on somebody else’s. I am my own being. I own myself, nobody else will own me. Not even if I let them…They will never be always there for me… they have to live their own lives, I have to live mine.

From now on, I shall be self-sufficient. No more waiting on the line for that one perfect person. No more hanging on to every word uttered, every kind gesture extended… I shall be complete on my own. No one will ever complete me. I got to be whole…not because of that one special person coming my way… but because it’s my gift to myself. I will never be happy, unwhole.

From now on…