On Love and Responsibilities....
After 30 years of my life, I look back at the years that were. What have I got to show? Nothing. Absolutely, nothing. I found myself staring at a blank walk.
I know now that I loved people so much but I didn't left any love for myself. I cared so much about them that I forgot to live my own life. I was just surviving all the waking moments. Everyone depended on me and I got myself so high with the power that someone depended on me that I died a thousand deaths without realizing I haven't lived even one single moment.
I was there for my family, my friends, officemates. But I was never there for myself. I took no notice of myself and my needs up until now.
Don't get me wrong. I love the way I know how to love but somewhere along the way I lost myself because of that love.
Now, I want to break free. I want to be my own person. No responbilities to anyone but myself. Can I start living my life now?
I know now that I loved people so much but I didn't left any love for myself. I cared so much about them that I forgot to live my own life. I was just surviving all the waking moments. Everyone depended on me and I got myself so high with the power that someone depended on me that I died a thousand deaths without realizing I haven't lived even one single moment.
I was there for my family, my friends, officemates. But I was never there for myself. I took no notice of myself and my needs up until now.
Don't get me wrong. I love the way I know how to love but somewhere along the way I lost myself because of that love.
Now, I want to break free. I want to be my own person. No responbilities to anyone but myself. Can I start living my life now?
posted by p-A-u-E-y | 6:48 AM
1 Comments:
Hi, this is VN from virtualnobody.blogspot.com, nice blog you have here. Sad post, sounds like you need a large cup of hot chocolate.
Peace
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